Post production nombre UNO.

Yep.
Post production.
Absolutely surreal. Its been a whirlwind 5 weeks, I'll tell you that.
If you watched the show, thank you for coming. It really means so much.

And to my darling friends, thank you so so much for the surprise. What an absolute amazing opening night I had. I hope T4YP returned the favour :)

I do remember being far more excited about blogging about the whole experience. That was probably just my rattled mind speaking before I realised my incompetency in actually forming the words in my head.
To put it simply, I haven't the words to rightly describe the mixed feelings brewing away inside me.
It's not been easy, it really hasn't.

What with the idea of college looming up waaay sooner than I expected. I can safely say, the future hold much too much for me.

In other news, a wonderful, wonderful day I had :)

Thought of the day: Tutti Frutti (and Auntie Anne's)

in my ears,

janet jackson: together again.

yes, that was the dinner date scene song -.-

SatCrash Phobia.

So its been a few days since I've revisited my humble cyber abode.
Opening night in 3 days. Sigh.
It's been a rollercoaster of emotions, these past few days.
A mess of timing, is the only thing thats holding me back, right about now.
Nonetheless, grateful am I, to the rest :)
It means bucketloads that you're there for me.

Bump in, on Tuesday.
This happy bunny has tomorrow off. No Monday blues for me.

This week, has been nothing short of an experience.
Online web dates, viber chats and a dose of nutty cast quality time.
I'm glad my resolution for 2011 is keeping to its terms.
FUNFUNFUN.

We'll see if I survive after bump out (and a delicious dinner) on Sunday.


Word of the day: BoLEH

in my ears,

frank sinatra: come fly with me

Dream a little dream.

Its only been about 6 days since my last post, and it's already May. PHEW. Has time gone by.
Lit Nite 2011. YOWW. I remember the drama from last year. I still think, no one had it as bad as we did. Although, many new things to adjust to this year. I loved how the lit nite and forensics seasons always mean meeting new people you usually know simply based on the exchanging of unknowing glances around school. I love how the seasons change all of that completely. Going to school during the season, which I generally would not have been part of for obvious reasons, made me feel a little sense of loss. Blessed am I for having the opportunity once again :)

New friends. Lovelovelove.

As with every lit nite, the show was absolutely amazing. Proud am I of my little grasshoppers. Sigh. The sense of contentment I feel is quite remarkable actually.
Now, on to my own preparations, for a superb (hopefully) performance.

A History of Falling Things, @Pentas 2, KLPac.
19th-22nd May.
Be there or be square :)

Word of the day: Alone

in my ears,

The Warblers: Somewhere Only We know

OST Glee.

Chemical contraption

For some reason, have been daydreaming about a new blog post for a few days now. Well. Hear I go.
Let me just start off by saying that it has INDEED been a long last few days. Especially today.
IB scholarship interview today. Great school and everything, but it starts to conjure up and unfamiliar longing for the familiarity of Assunta. Secret stake outs everywhere and such feeling of belonging makes me look back on the days of form 5, wandering down corridors with a sh*t load of homework to be done. Just thinking about it, gives me a headache, still. Sigh.

At least hardwork done in a friendly environment, grown into every vein of my being for a good, long 5 years doesn't seem so bad. Miss it a little, and yet a little bit now. As I say time and time again it really it so much better, looking in from the outside. We tend to agree with the same things we completely despised when we were the ones subjected to it in the old days. Going into a new environment with everyone else so caught up with their own routines, completely at ease with their own sense of familiarity.

I do have to admit, it makes me proud that at the mention of my school's name, double-takes are had and words like tradition, reputable and premier come to mind. Some sort of fuzzy feeling, ever so comforting in such unknown territory.

Anyway, busy busy day of blocking at rehearsal today.
Lineslineslineslineslines. Sigh.
I need a cue buddy :(
As for now, I guess I'll just be recording voice memos and saying my lines to myself.
Let bygones be bygones please? It wasn't my fault. I know better than to test your patience that way. It really is very embarassing, as if it dilutes whats left of my talent, that, as it is, pales in comparison to that of the others.
Stupid first mistakes. Noone ever listens to me.
Anyway, getting that out of the way makes me feel a little better. Closure. For stupid little things, for stupid little naive me. Let there be no more of these silly mistakes. Let it be forgotten.

On to better news, excited for first mainstage production. Bigger venue and many more cues to put to memory, in such a short time.
Bunkface in KLPac. Yes, me, abusing my new found freedom on the grounds of such a gorgeous place :) Lucky am I. Free concert entry and new friends to share it with (Y)

Off on Friday. Yes, to use or not. I realise how foolish I sound. Well, I feel pretty nauseated simply thinking about it. Excluding the fact that I have such great company. I hope.

Ridonkulous.

Thought of the day: 20-20 vision

in my ears,

los lonely boys: heaven

Dream, dream, dream, dream, dreaaam.

THIS JUST IN.
INCUBUS IN JULYYY!
And its happened to me again, (thats what happens when you swear to yourself you wouldn't let it)

The glass half-empty part of me just KNEW that something like this would happen, right after getting the news on Food, Sex and Death yesterday :/
Nonetheless, I am so happy for the opportunity I have been blessed with and would not trade it for anything in the world.
Wouldn't have anyone to go with anyway. Just like a couple of years back :(
I'd much rather let it pass in this happy way :)

On to other important matters, school was fun today. As I've mentioned prior, it's so much more fulfilling doing things from the outside, rather than within all the commotion.
Such satisfaction. Did I mention, fun? :)

Tons and tons of homework to be done (yes, homework), music to catch up on, and a hopelessly fickle mind to take control of.

And it all of that drama, hoping to make a visit to ELDS once more :)

Rain, rain go away. Don't bother coming back any other day.

What is it with today being everyones crappy day. This could just possibly be, the first one of the year, for me. Scratch that. *life, please don't prove me wrong, it's not a challenge* Anyway, was expecting to do much more exciting things today. Just that, expectation can bring the most disappointment. Stupid weather. Talk about bad timing. I realise something about believing that everything happens for a reason. The most difficult part of believing, is first, convincing one's self. Anyway, I've had a tough past week, gearing up for the season's first workshop performance (which went on, thankfully, without any glitches) I must say, the KLPac family really are such lovely people. A breath of fresh air from the likes of high-school. '11 T4YP buddies really are a joy to be around. Waiting for tomorrow, with bated breath. First mainstage production. It definitely looks more intimidating in print. Today was 100%, without a doubt, a bummer. When everyone's talking about it tomorrow, all I get to do is sit and wait for my turn : ( Lets hope the theatre Gods are on my side. IndicineLive popularity really can bring out the worst in you. Me, I mean. MEH. It looks fantastic, though. Running straight on till the 17th, KLPac. HI.LA.RI.OUS. Butterflies in my tummy, just in time for rehearsal tomorrow. Fabulous. Word of the day: Stuff

in my ears,

bjork: all is full of love

April, we'll March on.

It's April already! Can you believe it? I certainly can't. Everyone just keeps moving on, as time continues to accelerate. April has been so different for me in so many ways, compared to March, what with T4YP (Y) and all. It's just been 2 rehearsals and life is just that much more interesting. PHEW. Long weekend. 2pm-1o.30pm. Seriously. LOOOOOOONG weekend. Anyways, ICC was well. Nice, to say the least. So proud of all the little kiddies. Sigh. Haven't seen the BFF's for too long. Greatt. Probably, the next time we actually see each other would be Lit Nite. Praying I get my bad date : / Contemplating, going back to school to see how they're doing. Hmm. I don't know if Lit Nite practices have scarred me for life. MEH. Received a call from Vicky this morning, asking if I'd like to teach primary school English for 2 weeks. Hahahaha. Me. Rehearsals for Meet Me Here, which is this SUNDAY, and then Falling Things after, have left me no time :( Thus having to turn down, a plausibly INTERESTING experience. Sorry Vicky : / Off to Studio 7 at 7.30pm again today. Wondering if I should go out tomorrow. Feel like catching a movie. Then again, books down on Wednesday, noone for company anyway. Whats for lunch? Thought of the day: Put on a show

in my ears,

incubus: dig