Click-clack BLAOW.

It's nice to come back here, after a loooooooooong week.
My fingers are parched, from too much guitar and too little typing :(,
Facebook and I are having some commitment issues and I haven't listened to the radio in 3 weeks. That pretty much sums up my social life, or lack of.
Back to the books again, which explains EVERYTHING.
Unfortunately, not as refreshing, as much as it is necessary.

Well some big news,
Tahniah, anda terpilih menyertai PLKN Siri 8/2011
Pfft. Like we didn't see THAT coming.
And, some even bigger news, applied for 1st batch :)

On another note,
I'm missing band, and of course, my sexyphonists : (
Something hasn't set in just yet. Distant feelings confuse me.
As if I need any MORE of that.

The idea of filling up my sijil berhenti sekolah is NERVE-WRECKING, and the freedom to write out my own student evaluation leaves me gobsmacked forcing myself to wonder if I know anything about me at all. 17 years is a long time, not to know.
No ceasing oppurtunities to make myself shine.
Can't tell if thats a good or bad thing, but I better start getting to it.

Word of the day: Mexico

in my ears,

eminem: not afraid

Up memory lane.

It's our last.
So lets make it big.

:)

Word of the day: Goodbye

in my ears,

the beatles: I wanna hold your hand

Sinking ships and other nautical nonsense.

Hallelujah, its the weeeeekend.

As usual, my Fridays are never meant to be the quiet, calm ones.

Sitting here frustrated, pondering the real meaning of authority and balancing out egos.

Frankly, I'm quite ready to end this veryvery long journey. I definitely expected it to be harder to let go.

I guess, after 2 years of running around and decisionsdecisionsdecisions, I'm very much willing to let someone else take the wheel.

Tired, of steering and multi-tasking. Its not fun, when the brakes start to fail on you.

One thing I've learnt over the course of this looooooooong journey is that when you start to fade into the background, others just can't wait to wipe you out completely. Its quite a pity, how some think they're so much more superior to others. Quite a pity, and very amusing.

Something else, I don't agree in feeding hungry egos, but we learn to give in.

Because those who aren't afraid to be in the background, are the ones who really shine through.

I'm proud of you : )

Word of the day: Jellybeans

in my ears,

wonder girls: nobody

hmm. surprises, surprises :D

credits to Clarissa for the header
<3
I absolutely loooove it, and I know youu will too :D

zomg.
Glee on Oprah :D

Whirling thoughts and a busy heart.

Confirmation in a week.
If you really think about it. Its been years. Working towards this ONE Sunday.

I find it absolutely amazing.

It's weird, how sometimes, you look for this feeling. A feeling you'd waste your time, trying so hard, wanting to explain. A kind of feeling you can't find anywhere real.

Waiting for the worries of the week to fade away.

Clear my thoughts. Let nothing keep me from You.

You know what I'm looking forward to?
Self liberation.

Word of the day: Shoes

in my ears,

U2: Magnificent

So the baby is under construction.
If you're here and see parts of a blogskin or absolutely nothing at all,
bear with me :)