Friday, May 28, 2010

One of those weeeeeee!kends

Good morning :D
So, I had a pretty delicious Friday compared to most others.
I lovelovelove 3-day weekends! So full of energy and a show of complete disinterest towards books of any kind. BLAH.
Hope you all had a fabulous wesak and a supersuper one, to all those celebrating
Oh, how we revel in being Malaysian :)


God, I love our country.
Word of the day: Break
in my ears,
jamie cullum: don't stop the music

Friday, May 21, 2010

delayed gratification is failing me.
where are you?
you've got me wishing it too.

Solemnity and what follows.

Let's just say, ThankGodIt'sFriday.
Yep. An abrupt end to this whirlwind of a week. No complaints on my part, but to think of how it started out so well.
I'm just glad you've found your peace, and I'll find my sleep, once I let that sink in.

Yes, struggling to leave the pass few days, in the past.
Suck it up, spit it out and get a move on.
Trusting myself, enough not to screw the next two weeks up more than it has already been screwed. Can't ACTUALLY tell if I want to get it over with.
Thats me, just can't get a move on.
I guess some of us have to try more than others, and some just don't have to try at all.
Thats okay. I'm doing this for memyselfandI.

It's taking a bad turn.
Put your signal on, damnit.

Word of the day: Avoid
in my ears,
john mayer: slow dancing in a burning room

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Lovess.



















I'll miss this, I just know it.

Fiend and foe.

Blogging.
An effort to ignite some satisfaction that comes by watching the words slowly take life on this empty screen of mine.
Taking a break from the books. Running away, more like.

So I've been contemplating a Tumblr account. The HD photos and pretty little quotes, I find hard to resist : D
Anyway, will be putting that on hold for quite a while, making friends, with my mid-term papers.

Friends. What a subjective term.
My advice would be not to use it, if you don't know what it means.

Hmm. The cynical me, finds great pleasure in linking pretty words to the ugly ones. How my fingers move furiously across the keyboard.
ACCELERATING.

In the past week, I've learnt how some people change and never change, all at once. Frustrating really, when you think, how you think you know someone. And then realise, you've been thinking wrong all along. Now, hasn't that got you thinking?
For your sake, I hope it does. Cause it's you, thats screwed it over. Thank you, and goodnight.

Word of the day: Sorry
in my ears,
john mayer: free-falling

Friday, May 7, 2010

Spectacles and that spectacle.

And it feels good to be here again.
It DOESN'T feel good to be sick, though. Grr.
Then again, things are never the way you want them to be. I've decided though, to stop analyzing situations because it gives me a headache, and minor heartburn. After yesterday's oneandahalf long conversation over the phone, I've also begun to see how people change, and sometimes, how they don't. Vicky mentioned the cool observations I make here :D Its funny, how I only make them in black and white.
Its quite odd, how people never really see whats right in front of them. Its even more odd, how they choose to blind themselves to things, others are dying to tell them, but can't.
*sigh* Stop analyzing, Kamini.

zee avi, pretty lights and hopefully some flowers <3
Word of the day: Superpowers
in my ears,
kings of leon: use somebody