Emotion Explosion.

So, theres been a change of plans.

Kamini Senthilathiban is trading in her tahniah for a tidak layak.

Totally unplanned, completely unexpected.

How very very peculiar it feels to not want something in the least bit, and then psych yourself to want it, then have it taken from you.

*sigh* I'll fervently put my trust in knowing that everything happens for reasons unknown. I've had my date with dissapointment yesterday, and I think it's time I plan for my newfound freedom.

Although, in an attempt to be completely honest with myself, it's extremely nerve-wrecking going into the new year, pacing nervously into unchartered waters with nothing planned and with nothing but time to spare. While the rest of the world whizzes past, with their lives in check.

Taking it one day at a time, yes I am, as I happily wave 2010 goodbye, and bid a warm welcome to 2011.

Thought of the day: NS

in my ears,

meet uncle hussain: lagu untukmu

pretty much all there is to it : )

Thought of the day: Lupin the 3rd : D : D: D

in my ears,

chromeo: fancy footwork

Miss, communication.

Yep.
It's one of those days, where you're bumming about. The lack-lustre of emotions brings about the conjuring of various epihanies in my brain.
With my back against the wall, and an awkward feeling in my chest, I ponder about how the Earth, as if, owning a subconcious part of mind, spins as it's inhabitants obliviously go ahead with their lives. As it, if at any moment, the spinning were to stop, no one would even flinch.

You can probably tell, I've had a rather mediocre weekend, comparatively.
Looks like everyone sorta had fun. Not so bad, myself.
I guess.

Thats just it, about leaving for 3 months.
By the time you come home, everyones had fun and the party is over.
Being left out. I abhor it.

Word of the day: Navidt : )

in my ears,

p!nk: who knew

Thoughtfully, provoking thoughts.

Kamini Senthilathiban is blog-lagging.
HELLO EARTHLINGS!

Not having enough time at home, is a rather satisfactory feeling if I may say so.
I'm in a sort of high, where even being broke isn't bothering me as much as it normally would. Or rather, as it should.

And, the idea of NS is somewhat. Daunting.
Procrastinating on that to-do list makes me feel better.
Silently, making those 3 months seem further away then in reality.

I'm a scaredy-cat.
Sue me.

Word of the day: Burp.

in my ears,

mike posner: cooler than me

Slam slam, ohhotdamn. What part of party don't you understand?!

Words cannot describe this feeling of bliss.

The kind of feeling where you're wanting to do everything, but having to do nothing at all.

Everyone around me told me how difficult it would be to leave my books behind. For now, this couch-potato like bubble I'm in, comes quite naturally to me : )

Catching up with the girlies was waaaay fun. Two days in a row, and they can keep on coming.

The sound of old christmas carols and the fairy lights in the room make Christmas taste that much sweeter. A little bit of freedom doesn't do any harm either : )

P.S. Vicky, the robots are uber cute.

Word of the day: Ice-skatiiiing.

current party anthem,

p!nk: raise your glass