Chemical contraption

For some reason, have been daydreaming about a new blog post for a few days now. Well. Hear I go.
Let me just start off by saying that it has INDEED been a long last few days. Especially today.
IB scholarship interview today. Great school and everything, but it starts to conjure up and unfamiliar longing for the familiarity of Assunta. Secret stake outs everywhere and such feeling of belonging makes me look back on the days of form 5, wandering down corridors with a sh*t load of homework to be done. Just thinking about it, gives me a headache, still. Sigh.

At least hardwork done in a friendly environment, grown into every vein of my being for a good, long 5 years doesn't seem so bad. Miss it a little, and yet a little bit now. As I say time and time again it really it so much better, looking in from the outside. We tend to agree with the same things we completely despised when we were the ones subjected to it in the old days. Going into a new environment with everyone else so caught up with their own routines, completely at ease with their own sense of familiarity.

I do have to admit, it makes me proud that at the mention of my school's name, double-takes are had and words like tradition, reputable and premier come to mind. Some sort of fuzzy feeling, ever so comforting in such unknown territory.

Anyway, busy busy day of blocking at rehearsal today.
Lineslineslineslineslines. Sigh.
I need a cue buddy :(
As for now, I guess I'll just be recording voice memos and saying my lines to myself.
Let bygones be bygones please? It wasn't my fault. I know better than to test your patience that way. It really is very embarassing, as if it dilutes whats left of my talent, that, as it is, pales in comparison to that of the others.
Stupid first mistakes. Noone ever listens to me.
Anyway, getting that out of the way makes me feel a little better. Closure. For stupid little things, for stupid little naive me. Let there be no more of these silly mistakes. Let it be forgotten.

On to better news, excited for first mainstage production. Bigger venue and many more cues to put to memory, in such a short time.
Bunkface in KLPac. Yes, me, abusing my new found freedom on the grounds of such a gorgeous place :) Lucky am I. Free concert entry and new friends to share it with (Y)

Off on Friday. Yes, to use or not. I realise how foolish I sound. Well, I feel pretty nauseated simply thinking about it. Excluding the fact that I have such great company. I hope.

Ridonkulous.

Thought of the day: 20-20 vision

in my ears,

los lonely boys: heaven

Dream, dream, dream, dream, dreaaam.

THIS JUST IN.
INCUBUS IN JULYYY!
And its happened to me again, (thats what happens when you swear to yourself you wouldn't let it)

The glass half-empty part of me just KNEW that something like this would happen, right after getting the news on Food, Sex and Death yesterday :/
Nonetheless, I am so happy for the opportunity I have been blessed with and would not trade it for anything in the world.
Wouldn't have anyone to go with anyway. Just like a couple of years back :(
I'd much rather let it pass in this happy way :)

On to other important matters, school was fun today. As I've mentioned prior, it's so much more fulfilling doing things from the outside, rather than within all the commotion.
Such satisfaction. Did I mention, fun? :)

Tons and tons of homework to be done (yes, homework), music to catch up on, and a hopelessly fickle mind to take control of.

And it all of that drama, hoping to make a visit to ELDS once more :)

Rain, rain go away. Don't bother coming back any other day.

What is it with today being everyones crappy day. This could just possibly be, the first one of the year, for me. Scratch that. *life, please don't prove me wrong, it's not a challenge* Anyway, was expecting to do much more exciting things today. Just that, expectation can bring the most disappointment. Stupid weather. Talk about bad timing. I realise something about believing that everything happens for a reason. The most difficult part of believing, is first, convincing one's self. Anyway, I've had a tough past week, gearing up for the season's first workshop performance (which went on, thankfully, without any glitches) I must say, the KLPac family really are such lovely people. A breath of fresh air from the likes of high-school. '11 T4YP buddies really are a joy to be around. Waiting for tomorrow, with bated breath. First mainstage production. It definitely looks more intimidating in print. Today was 100%, without a doubt, a bummer. When everyone's talking about it tomorrow, all I get to do is sit and wait for my turn : ( Lets hope the theatre Gods are on my side. IndicineLive popularity really can bring out the worst in you. Me, I mean. MEH. It looks fantastic, though. Running straight on till the 17th, KLPac. HI.LA.RI.OUS. Butterflies in my tummy, just in time for rehearsal tomorrow. Fabulous. Word of the day: Stuff

in my ears,

bjork: all is full of love

April, we'll March on.

It's April already! Can you believe it? I certainly can't. Everyone just keeps moving on, as time continues to accelerate. April has been so different for me in so many ways, compared to March, what with T4YP (Y) and all. It's just been 2 rehearsals and life is just that much more interesting. PHEW. Long weekend. 2pm-1o.30pm. Seriously. LOOOOOOONG weekend. Anyways, ICC was well. Nice, to say the least. So proud of all the little kiddies. Sigh. Haven't seen the BFF's for too long. Greatt. Probably, the next time we actually see each other would be Lit Nite. Praying I get my bad date : / Contemplating, going back to school to see how they're doing. Hmm. I don't know if Lit Nite practices have scarred me for life. MEH. Received a call from Vicky this morning, asking if I'd like to teach primary school English for 2 weeks. Hahahaha. Me. Rehearsals for Meet Me Here, which is this SUNDAY, and then Falling Things after, have left me no time :( Thus having to turn down, a plausibly INTERESTING experience. Sorry Vicky : / Off to Studio 7 at 7.30pm again today. Wondering if I should go out tomorrow. Feel like catching a movie. Then again, books down on Wednesday, noone for company anyway. Whats for lunch? Thought of the day: Put on a show

in my ears,

incubus: dig