hello, are you there?

otkaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy.

someone get me credit. PLEEEEEEAAAAAASE.

i CANNOT take it anymore. honestly.

it's been what? 2 days?? I've been to hell and back.

I miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissss everything.

My daddys in India :( August, please stop taking your time. I need my daddy home.

God, I'm broke. Plan to get Ray Ban 3025 Aviators Black series (which by some 'coincidence', MJ used to have XD) Epic Fail.

School has been. Bleh.

Courtesy of Ruba and Ms Devarajan. Gosh. The result of too much time and paper. Alah. Ya'll know I love ya'll. FourScienceTWOO rocks my friggin' socks.

It rained this morning. Brrr. :)

hahahahahahahahahahaha.

I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face.

P.S. Thank you Mr Postman XD

todaytodaytoday. is not as pretty as the last evening proved it should be.

another extremely talented person has left us. a visionary director and an extraordinary artist, Yasmin Ahmad. You're not Malaysian if you don't know her. Google, people, GOOGLE.

C.O.D- Excessive haemorrhage of the brain after slipping into a coma for several days.

LADIES AND GENTS, IF YOU SMOKE, STOP. SERIOUSLY.

What a loss. Another one of those deaths, that just hit you on the noggin one happy morning.

Inspiring as she was, she, like our friend, she leaves us at the age of 51.
R.I.P Ms Ahmad.

symphony.

todaytodaytoday.
CHS concert. What was that? Ahh. An AFTERNOON Of Music '09.
Very nice job. Very, how you say... professional. I like it.
Crisp, clean, mature sound. I wish. Very much so. I was just saying how i kinda know why he left us. Thats too bad.
For some reason, that reminds me, i'm not suppose to be here.

Anyways, having dinner with the daddy tonight :) I completely forgot its just going to be both of us tonight. I really miss him. Another thing on the list of 'Misses".

curtain calls.

hello world.
today was very much hectic. but its good to see the rest of the world stressed while i'm behind the curtain shaking legs. bahaha. no really. my silent vendetta.
anyways. everyones been really off their rockers today, but its all good. we all have our wild moments XD
congrats all you red-ribbon show dogs. you guys'll do fantastic :)

i absolutely HATE star movies. Titanic and P.S. I Love You. Stupid, sappy, love stories I hate to love. Oh bugger.

everyones so upset all of a sudden. don't cry everyone. smilesmilesmile. because thats all you have to do. to a special friend that came to me for some help this night, i'm here. anytime. if you need a laugh, or a tissue.

eh. go listen to yellowcard. Lights and Sound (yes, i know, i'm exceptionally late) if you need to cry and bang your head at the same time :) City of Devils is a good one. Youtube ladies and gents, is there for a reason. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FxCxccmACrQ


I could tell you the wildest of tales
My friend the giant and traveling sales
Tell you all the times that I failed
The years all behind me the stories exhaled.

And I'm drying out
Crying out
This isn't how I go

I could tell you of a man not so tall
Who said life's a circus and so we are small
Tell you of a girl that I saw
I froze in the moment and she changed it all

And I'm drying out
Crying out
This isn't how I go
Hurry now
Lay me down
And let these waters
Flow, flow

Son I am not everything
You thought that I would be
But every story I have told
Is part of me

You keep the air in my lungs
Floating along as a melody comes
And my heart beats like timpani drums
Keeping the time while a symphony strums

And I'm drying out
Crying out
This isn't how I go
Hurry now
Lay me down
And let these waters
Flow…Flow
Let it flow

Son I am not everything
You thought that I would be
But every story I have told
Is part of me
Son I leave you now but you have so much more to do
And every story I have told is part of you


thank you for giving me this love, angel. one day. wait for it.

XOXO

hola amigos.
well. something nice happened today.
Rejoice Hallelujah!

new french horn babeh! Lock see wanted to call it Cheryl, then Pn Eow, then Seasons then Dew (which i agreed to, but apparently its rude in chinese).
She hasn't decided yet.
Anyways. thank you to whoever it was that got it. And we got more moolah coming in :D

God knows whats suppose to happen this Friday. No plans. No car.
I need a license. and hot wheels.

p.s. *cyber-hugs you* XD

on the road to heaven :)

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart,
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities,
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me.

People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood
I've never known.

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne.

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood
I've never known.

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly.

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I've had

Have you seen my Childhood?

lit nite

hello ladies and gents.
as the everyone who has a life knows, yesterday was lit nite day. hey. thats funny.
anyways, everything was verrryy pretty. Way to pull off an awesome one ELDS SR. :) Too some of you guys, its the last one, too a large number of lucky ones, theres all that next year :D
You know what? Its so cool to see all the 4SC2-ians up on stage and all that. Gosh, they grow up so fast, yes they do.
Gosh, us at the back pretty much laughed our guts out during matinee. Cause in the night, mei fong and i were too busy practicing our bowing outside in time for roll call. Buut. Everyone was so possum :) Thriller was fun.

I took more pictures last night compared to band concert.
Scrap that. I personally didn't take any during our concert. Bleh.
Aiyoh. Shylock picture is messed up lah but its ok, thats the only one I have so it'll have to do. Most unfortunately, my camera is back at Sulu's place so wait for it. Ahh. Shereen, better fb ALL the pictures. aaaannd. you're welcome XD

Well, (a deep hole in the ground)
We yum cha yesterday at A&W till about 12am and BY CHANCE saw. basically, everyone. But, all in the good nature of true lit nite spirit. Sorry, Monday is clean up day. Hah. More fun.
Aiyoh, good one on you guys. Something tells me, 2010 brings new times. Good on us.

P.S. Leya and Abi, you guys are freaking skewered meat on Monday XD

fly fly away pretty bird.

well. i'm waiting for something pretty to happen for once. My tendency to be a stubborn jerk has finally taken a toll on me. GOSH.
this is terrible.
being very much alone sucks. and i don't fancy getting used to it. i really wanna do something but i also really can't.

So. How long more?

I'm really sorry. I've been an ass.
You don't have to forget.
Just come back.

baby blues :)

I'd like to talk to y'all tonight
About the blues
Brothers: The blues?
Yea the blues
Dont nobody have the blues like i have
I may be young but i know what its all about

And this is how it went down
I met a girl at school one day during sandbox
Older Brothers: sandbox?!
We toasted our love during milk break
older Brothers: aw man
I gave her my COOKIES!
Marlon:Come on Mike!
We fell out during finger paintin'
So one day, I stepped up to her and i said

When I had you
I treated you bad and wrong my dear
And girl since, since you went away

Don't you know I sit around
With my head hanging down
And I wonder who's lovin' you

I should have never, ever ever made you cry
And and girl since you've been gone


Life with out love, huh...
It's oh so lonely I don't think,
I don't think! I'm gonna make it

All my life, all my life baby yeah
I've been lost to you only
Come on & take it girl
Come on & take it, because....
All, all I can do, all I can do since you've been gone is cry
And don't you ever wonder or worry your head of what i do

who's loving you
who's loving youI,I,I gotta know yea
I wonder
who's loving you
who's loving you, come on baby
ohhh oh yea baby
who's loving you?

32@The Mansion

hello once more.

aaaaaaaaaah. what a depressing weekend. to the irish-malaysian/singaporean gang. you know how much i miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissed you guys and that i really wanted to be there. please fb the photos. pity, might not be as HQ since it wasn't me who took them :)

laurennn my new friend, i miss you too. waiting for you to get back to kl, and we can bak kut teh again. 4am if you please.



Holi fun. Ireland-3 Malaysia-4. Maybe next time :D



THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH for the 'way you make me feel' tribute to me :) hahahaha. screwdriver the deejay. And that somebody kept place on the dance floor for me. Awwwww. I love ya'll lah. And then the texts. Haiyoh. Till now ah, still soooo sakit hati ok? I'm so very very very glad you guys had an awesome time. No prob, its on me XD

In a way, thank God i wasn't there, cause someone would have lost his job that night, the nerve. Anyways, i heard about the 'thanks for coming to ireland to look for me'. Lovely <3>



Gosh. I was DYING here mann. I was frantically switching phones with the world, Ally so i could listen. But its ok. I love you. Shtewpid phone. Thanks everyone who boogied, screamed and remembered me.



I missed everyone so very very much and wanted to be there more than ANYWHERE ELSE. I'm sorry i missed it. Congratulations, two of you.

I hope this love keeps us together, unlike any other.

latelatelate

oh gosh.

nas sayang,
happy sweet sixteenth :)

goodbye mr. jackson

and tonight i'll cry for a man worth crying for.
1am. Don't miss it cause it only happens once. live.
CNN and stuff.
ladies and gentlemen, DO NOT SLEEP.

for your sake, i'll believe in the afterlife.
sweet dreams mj.

eh.
happy sweet sixteenth,
aisyah darling :)
thank you for never giving up. ily.