Sinking ships and other nautical nonsense.

Hallelujah, its the weeeeekend.

As usual, my Fridays are never meant to be the quiet, calm ones.

Sitting here frustrated, pondering the real meaning of authority and balancing out egos.

Frankly, I'm quite ready to end this veryvery long journey. I definitely expected it to be harder to let go.

I guess, after 2 years of running around and decisionsdecisionsdecisions, I'm very much willing to let someone else take the wheel.

Tired, of steering and multi-tasking. Its not fun, when the brakes start to fail on you.

One thing I've learnt over the course of this looooooooong journey is that when you start to fade into the background, others just can't wait to wipe you out completely. Its quite a pity, how some think they're so much more superior to others. Quite a pity, and very amusing.

Something else, I don't agree in feeding hungry egos, but we learn to give in.

Because those who aren't afraid to be in the background, are the ones who really shine through.

I'm proud of you : )

Word of the day: Jellybeans

in my ears,

wonder girls: nobody

hmm. surprises, surprises :D

credits to Clarissa for the header
<3
I absolutely loooove it, and I know youu will too :D

zomg.
Glee on Oprah :D

Whirling thoughts and a busy heart.

Confirmation in a week.
If you really think about it. Its been years. Working towards this ONE Sunday.

I find it absolutely amazing.

It's weird, how sometimes, you look for this feeling. A feeling you'd waste your time, trying so hard, wanting to explain. A kind of feeling you can't find anywhere real.

Waiting for the worries of the week to fade away.

Clear my thoughts. Let nothing keep me from You.

You know what I'm looking forward to?
Self liberation.

Word of the day: Shoes

in my ears,

U2: Magnificent

So the baby is under construction.
If you're here and see parts of a blogskin or absolutely nothing at all,
bear with me :)

love me, love me not?

the big 150!
Yep. A rap for Lit Nite '10.
About a week ago, I remember standing behind the red curtains, thinking how tired I'd gotten of all the stupid headaches and worried thoughts plaguing my mind. Today, I'm thinking of how I wouldn't have traded a single second, for the world :)
I guess thats what literature does to you.
Ahh. The feeling of simply living in the moment, is scrumptiously exhilarating.
Put aside all the screaming, unsticky-sticky tapes, exchanging horrified looks as soon as the wrong song came on, and whatever else have you, I had a TREMENDOUS load of fun :D
If you were there, I'm sure you would have had a good load yourself XD

3 days later, and I'm already missing my Words for my Beau and WSS dudes :( I miss wheatgrass and odd-houred lunch breaks, japo girls and hot indian 'men', recording fun, Victor Ngow and SALSA :D
Oh, and Nicky's back-seat paranoia :)

Its amazing how the Lit Nite experience really is one, you won't find many places else. Once its all done and things have turned out much better than expected, it leaves a bit of an empty feeling inside. Not the big black hole kind, sucking in everything in its path, spiralling into infinite emptiness or whatever.
The good kind, the kind attracting only the most positive energy, the sort of hunger for the sweet sweet memories, only Facebook can feed.

To my Words for my Beau: A potpourri of prose darlings, I miss you all very much, and you really made me proud. Theres no words to express the kind of feeling I felt, seeing you all on stage. After everything that was said, looks like we came out one of the lucky ones. Despite all the miss-happenings, we pulled through :)

WSS :D
Ahh. Some good times those were. Simply, very honoured to be given some lovelylovely oppurtunities.
As FB reads, to new-found friends and rekindled relationships.
I'm sure it isn't over yet :)
It feels AWESOME to have pulled through, after all the S*!t we've been through, it puts a smile on my face, just thinking of what we've achieved. Kudos, to Nicky, and to us :)

Aaaaand, my friend. I'm very proud of you. Didn't I say you'd make it happen, somehow? :)

To the form 5's
WAKA WAKA!
we'll do it again sometime.

CHEERS, to a hell of a great time.

Thought of the day: 15 minutes XD

in my ears,

ke$ha: your love is my drug XD

The Road (not taken) To Lit Nite

1 week to lit nite.
Mummy was just saying how this time next week, we'd be on stage.
And the butterflies in my tummy just died.
It's been a tough week for all of us, and it probably won't be much better the coming week. Though, I've got 2 days to prep for the big sounds coming my way.
WSS and Words for my Beau shopping, and a whole check list needed for the 10 minutes after OA.

Lights and sounds and the whole backstage drama.
Lets see where this week takes us.

P.S. Love me, love me not. 9th of July. Be there.

Word of the day: Braces

in my ears,

fm static: tonight

:D