good day. bad day.

today was.
blah.
but anyways.

someone very close to me is suffering deep heartache today. you probably won't read this. ever. but i still want you to know that i love you and will always be here for you. i want you to know that we all have to go through this. her will power and strength was. amazing. everything she went through. the pain and suffering was just to hold on one more day, for you. i'm sorry we never had the chance to say goodbye. and i'm sorry you didn't either. but God has a reason for everything he does. i want to say so much more but don't have the words for it. only, let her go and know that shes in a better place.

always,
me to you.