Gravity, hypocrisy and the perils of being in 3-D

Excitedly, I was thinking about how I was going to start off my lengthy post on my awesome-enough CNY week. But the proceedings of the day has brought my flow of thought to an abrupt halt. Solidified. Thats right. Solidified. Not a very pleasureable start to pa's birthday weekend.
A greatly pleasureable mix of P&P today :D I'm sure you all had fun too.
Running up and down like a mad donkey, was how I put it. But it's okay. All in the name of authority. or whatever. Thanks Krypton, you really do brighten up my day. Goofball :)
School with all it's woes intact.

A little pretty something from last Sunday,
Within Your wounds, hide me. Never let me be parted from You.
Forgive and forget, just like You.

Till I'm in the right frame of mind,

Word of the day: Anti-social

in my ears,

hosanna:hillsong united

P.S. I've got nothing to be pissed about. And I found out about it, the moment you did. Today. Don't assume. Really.

Good afternoon.

Wednesday.
Finally feels like a holiday?
Well. I'm bored to death, so, if you've got nothing interesting to do with your life, a random phone call I would very much appreciate :)
Which reminds me, I love you Darshina Ruba <3 As the week drags on, I began to feel my social skills lag and my need to get out of the house and spend start to go into hyper-drive. Oh, poor poor me.
Eventful happenings of today:
* I slept at 3.30am and woke up at 12pm. Getting re-acquainted with an old friend I'd like to call Bio.

Yesterday, I mentioned that breakfast is the most important meal of the day. Pfft. Contradicting myself is just so FUN. Waking up at un-Godly hours gives me a sense of authority and an inch of rebelliousness even. Woot. 12pm FTW!

Hai. I want red packets.
Now, pardon me, as I continue to wallow in my deep sadness and misfortune of not being born into the Chinese race.

Word of the day: Fishing

in my ears,

the killers: mr brightside

Sleep.

And so, as I mentioned, I have the burning desire to blog. But haven't an inkling of what about.
The kind of ambiguous feeling I don't appreciate.
So about a minute ago, Amelia asked me what the first word that came to mind was. Hence, the birth of today's post title.
thank youu :)


and yet again, im stuck.
So, goodbye =.='


Word of the day: Moron

in my ears,

extreme: more than words

2-in-1 XD

Aaand. I have absolutely nothing to say.
Just proves how Valentines Day does nothing for my creative juices.
Also, Romeo and Juliet were long since overrated. They killed themselves, stop freaking quoting them =.=
Happy Valentines Day and have a SuperAwesome CNY :)

Thought of the day: Will you be my Chinese New Year?

in my ears,

michael sembello: she's a maniac

OST: flashdance

Salvation nigh?

I'm having a little trouble re-arranging my thoughts this afternoon. Thank God, it starts to rain.
The week. Gahh. Post-forensics has been much harder to handle than I expected. I wouldn't mind waking up at 5am, a bundle of nerves, waiting to board the bus, on the road to somewhere relatively far from here. 2 dissapointments in 2 weeks is rather much to handle. The workload, my friends is almost the least of my concerns.
Being the butt of everyones downcast faces and misconceptions, slowly begin to take its toll. Again, it may not seem like a big deal, but it is. It really is. By the end of this week, this vulnerable state of mind has been poked and prodded till the last bit of confidence circling at the the bottom, is, at this point, seemingly unrecognisable.

As you may have seen,
I'm not brooding, i'm simply weighing out the possibilities.
Oh, the could-have-beens.

Tried, trying and still, trying.
Assuming is the root of all evil, if you don't already know.
Right place, wrong time.
Lucky we are in no position to judge the just from the unjust.
Because if you don't see, it doesn't exist. Right?

Word of the day: Phrellamoosh

in my ears,

the script: breakeven

ohmygod, yaar.
P.F.D :(

SEA Forensics: Day 3

Yess.
Finals.
I can barely keep my eyes open, but Sulu says I need to keep at this, since I've been such a good girl for the pass 2 days. Well, in my opinion, things could have gone better, my medal could be shinier, but hey. Rafidah yeah?!
woot. yesss. Rafidah. i'm happy. Oh, so happy for us. Interesting finals round. Sitting next to Vicky during the O.O. rounds proved to be an intelligent move as the efforts to stifle outbursts of horror and intense disagreement weren't solo and seemed less awkward. Yes, I feel mean, but really. You would have done the same.

Forgive me, if i'm within a 2 meter radius of you and can't seem to silence my dissatisfaction. Kamini's trying. But you knoww. Its a little. Annoying. Tugging me at the back of my eyes. Willing me to give in.
GAH.
I won't. Sucks for dissatisfaction :)

So. A note in fine print for everyone, you can kiss our assunta.
thank you very much.

Word of the day: Bronze

in my ears,

soulja boy: crank dat XD

SEA Forensics: Day 2

So.
You would have heard :)
Tomorrow is a newwwww day.
Photos will be up as soon as I can move my legs again. Not much to say really. Besides the fact, that I'm SO proud of everyone this year :) All the newbies and the oldies. Like a proud mummy i quote keerthana.

Thanks EVERYONE who called. I lovelovelove you guys. We're going to bring it home for you guys, okay?

Run with all your might tomorrow. We start at 8am, prayers would help very much, thankyouuu <3
Gosh, the satisfaction of having the upper hand and just being simply, better, just makes you want to scream and shout. All in good time :D

I'll probably be dozing off soon enough. Allowing myself some R&R in order to put ourselves on the map once again :)
Ha. Good times, good times.

Word of the day: Hotness

in my ears,

michael jackson: off the wall

SEA Forensics: Day 1

Well. One of the most competetive times of the year starts to leave it's mark on the ELDS of Assunta. I must admit, despite the fighter's spirit Assuntarians are know to acquire, it definitely is fun to see all the familiar faces again. It's fantastic how everyone remembers everyone. Slowly expanding networks and soon, friend-ing each other on Facebook.

No adjudication forms to ponder over tonight. Which leaves a sense of un-rest and incompletion to the post-Day1 self-evaluation at the end of the day. Im tired. Everyones tired. Was hungry :) Now very full. The gyms packed with happy voices and bugging nerves. Yes, yes. Its that time of the year, again. Again :) 2010 provides a certain sense of belonging and allows a tinsy bit of been-there, laid back gait.
Confidence, i've learnt, is always KEY.
Tomorrow, may the orange forms read small numbers :D

Thought of the day: Hidung domi. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

in my ears,

sad songs.

emerging.

2/2/10.
Time flies so fast. last rehearsal before the BIG day.
Considering the amount of pressure building up these past few days, today was a breeze. And a truckload of fun. o.i people are such retards XD
Heaps of spirit now :) Rafidah. I can just feel it in my bones. The truth is, we've got so much to lose. But, even more to win Something worth fighting for. And we Assuntarians, don't settle for anything less we rightfully deserve, I assure you.
No more comparing. We're starting on a clean slate. Blank pages we want to fill with our very own Herstories once again :)

Heyy. so what school are you guys from?
Assunta.
:0

Word of the day: Ma-KEOVER :D

in my ears,

queen: bohemian rhapsody

P.S. A HUGE bear hug to everyone who's been asking if everythings alright. Scripts coming along well. Thank you. Love you all.